My Life - Manafest

My Life - Manafest

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit
有时候我觉得自己想要放弃
No one will notice if
没有人会注意到
I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip
如果我吞没我的灵魂，伤害自己
That＇s my father did no gun
我父亲没有枪
A noose and he hung
不过他有一套绞索挂在墙上
My mom found him in the basement
我妈妈在地下室找到他
There as he swung
他正在挥鞭子
At 5 years old what does that do to a kid
他居然对一个五岁的孩子下重手
Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid
孩子之后得了炭疽病
I hear an ambulance sirens I＇m told to be silent
我听到救护车的警报声，他们要我安静
I＇m blind trying to find why my house is a riot
我看不清，想要知道为什么我的家里一片混乱
Got to go can＇t take it
想要逃跑却不能
Uncle Dave＇s face is changing
Dave叔叔脸色都变了
I race to find my father
我跑着去找爸爸
In the bottom of the basement
在地下室里
My mothers covered
我妈妈
In tears her face filling with fear
她的脸上溢满了恐惧的泪水
Bang＇s on the floor shout＇s to
躺在地上，大喊大叫
God why am I are hear
上帝啊，为什么我听到了
Scared to even ask
我甚至不敢问
Where my dad is at the time
此刻我父亲在哪里
I guess for now it＇s just a memory
我猜想 到现在这只是一段记忆
Mom where＇s dad
妈妈，爸爸在哪
Where is he mom where＇s dad
妈妈，爸爸在哪
No
不
This is my life my world
这就是我生活的世界
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我
Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独
My life my world
我的生活里
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我
Can you relate to me Probably not
你能体会我的心情吗，我不觉得
You still hate ye father wanna to kill ye mom
你仍恨着你父亲，想要杀死母亲
Got a dad attacking in the night at around 1:00
在凌晨一点 受到爸爸的攻击
Feet are like drums coming to you ye can＇t run
他的脚步像鼓点一样涌向你，你无法逃离
Struggle with the thoughts am I normal or not
脑海里不断挣扎，我是不是不正常
Abused all my life even when I called out to God
生活里满是虐待，就连我祈祷时也一样
What the flip it＇s a shame what happens in the dark
这一切都发生在夜晚
Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars
他们除了伤疤，什么都发现不了
Hold on yo use gonna make it
坚持住，你可以挺过来
Your spirit can＇t be broken soul not taken
你的精神和灵魂必须完整
Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends
为了我的朋友们 用祈祷的力量
New Testament Jesus Christ let him in
新约基督让他进了门
Ye brains still confused what am I suppose to do
你仍然苦恼着该做些什么
When ye folks choke tie vocal ropes around you
当你被噎住，你得学会直言不讳
Walls fall down surround
四周的墙轰然倒下
You forget living I＇ll never fitting
你忘记了我从来不适应的生活
God＇s love is real no matter
上帝之爱永远都在
What you＇ve ever been in
不管你曾经历过什么
This is my life my world
这就是我世界的生活
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我
Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独
My life my world
我的生活里
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我
Is there a light that can shine bright won＇t burn
有没有一束光可以照亮我 却不灼伤我
Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ
来世我会看到基督之魂
Bridge
Bridge
This is my life lord can ye shine on me
这就是我的生活，上帝能够照亮我
Can anybody hear me
有没有人能听见我
Lord can you save me
上帝你能拯救我
Have you ever felt like you wanna die
你有没有感觉想离开这个世界
End in the night say good bye like a Lola bye
在静谧的夜晚，和这个世界永别
And just close ye eyes
闭上你的双眼
Those lies almost killed me
那些谎言快要杀死我
Feeling filthy no ability to move
感觉不舒服，无法动弹
Commit suicide I won＇t be guilty
对于自杀 我不会觉得愧疚
There＇s no perfect life it＇s all media hype
没有完美的生活，那都是媒体的宣传
The TV screen＇s feeding ye right
电视屏幕里的才是我们向往的
I＇ve seen both sides of it by now
我两种生活都经历过
I would a bowed down
我向它鞠躬
A new sound the lost can be found
失去的可以再得到
You＇re in some real dirt ye life kind a sucks
你深陷泥潭，你的生活一团糟
Ye might adjust but you＇d rather die in the dust
你可以作出调整，但是你宁愿死在泥沼里
I＇ve had enough I look to him and in God I trust
我看够了他，我相信上帝
Sometimes it gets rough but ye can＇t give up
有时候日子很难，但是你不能放弃
This is my life my world
这就是我生活的世界
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我
Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独
My life my world
我的生活里
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我