Change - NF

[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein\/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein\/Tommee Profitt
[00:16.061]Yeah, look
[00:17.508]I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
[00:20.430]Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down
[00:22.934]Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
[00:25.051]I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
[00:27.202]Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
[00:28.986]I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
[00:31.270]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
[00:33.085]But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
[00:34.971]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
[00:36.715]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
[00:38.611]You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
[00:40.890]I swear I'm tryna get it together
[00:43.100]Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
[00:44.939]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever
[00:47.028]Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
[00:48.981]Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
[00:51.069]And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
[00:53.203]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
[00:55.184]Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
[00:57.170]Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
[00:59.394]Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
[01:01.283]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
[01:03.287]But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
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[01:05.538]Runnin' from change
[01:09.207]I'm lookin' for change
[01:13.476]I'm searchin' for change
[01:17.709]I'm lookin' for change
[01:21.544]I just want, I just want change
[01:22.705]
[01:23.046]Yeah, I don't like new things
[01:24.437]Got a lot of mood swings
[01:26.328]Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
[01:29.389]I don't wanna hear what you think
[01:30.712]Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
[01:32.438]Every night feel like two weeks
[01:34.540]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
[01:36.987]Can't help it, that's just me
[01:38.116]Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
[01:40.376]Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
[01:42.286]Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
[01:44.505]Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
[01:46.445]Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
[01:48.530]That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
[01:50.678]Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
[01:52.355]Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
[01:54.710]I need change
[01:55.953]Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
[01:57.033]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
[01:58.971]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
[02:00.976]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
[02:03.035]Change
[02:04.107]It somethin' that I know I should do
[02:05.349]I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
[02:06.959]But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
[02:09.034]See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
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[02:11.116]Lookin' for change
[02:14.610]I'm lookin' for change
[02:18.820]I'm searchin' for change
[02:22.940]I'm lookin' for change
[02:26.646]I just want, I just want—
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[02:28.149]I need a moment of silence
[02:29.986]I don't like change, but I'll try it
[02:31.889]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[02:33.940]Why are they always defiant?
[02:35.697]See, all my emotions are liars
[02:38.054]All my emotions are violent
[02:40.110]They don't want freedom to find me
[02:42.237]Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
[02:43.956]Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
[02:46.062]They keep on workin', but I know
[02:48.050]Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
[02:49.313]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
[02:51.966]Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
[02:53.530]I'm tryna be on their side though
[02:55.063]Should I feel comfortable? I don't
[02:56.258]Last year, I felt suicidal
[02:58.093]This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
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[03:00.600]I'm lookin' for change
[03:02.444]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:04.349]I'm searchin' for change
[03:06.263]I'm lookin' for
[03:08.271]I just want, I just want change
[03:09.216]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:12.292]I'm searchin' for change
[03:14.391]I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
[03:16.495]I just want, I just want change
[03:18.527]Yeah, I'm lookin' for
[03:20.245]I'm searchin' for change
[03:22.462]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:24.072]I just want, I just want change
[03:26.244]I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
[03:28.597]I'm searchin' for change
[03:30.740]I'm lookin' for, yeah
[03:32.424]I just want, I just want change