Alles endet hier - Nevada Tan

Sometimes I can still see a light at the end of the tunnel
Sometimes I really don't know what time it is
Sometimes I think I know what's really important
Sometimes I have that feeling that life forgets about me
Everyday I fight a battle in my mind
If what I do is really right
Do you have a clue?
I don't
I question myself: What have I done wrong?
And again, no end in sight
Why can't it just stop
Hope is passing me by
I look at you and start to realise
It all ends here - even if you're standing in front of me again
It all ends here - even if you turn your world around
It all ends here - even if you're still pleading
I hope that you will understand
Brighter than the day
And darker than the night
Again drenched in sweat
I woke up next to you
At that time I never thought
That on this day
I'm complaining about our past and time
Because we were running around circles but didn't see
We were sleeping side by side
Man I just don't understand
Now I beat against walls
Nothing keeps me anymore
And every new day
Is like a new test
Why can't it just stop?
Hope is passing me by
I look at you and realise
It all ends here - even if you're standing in front of me again
It all ends here - even if you turn your world around
It all ends here - even if you're still pleading
I hope that you will understand
If you could just be a bit like me
A little bit more of me and this wouldn't exist
- I hand you my heart on a silver platter
You didn't show much about you and were hiding instead
And now the wind streams into my face
But I don't feel it, I just hear you
It's a elegy meant to be for two people
I'm a lone warrior and
I'm not going to take the back seat
Old graffities are colouring the broken wall
It's a dusty sky
I'm running along the street
I didn't choose to go this way
It overtook me
And now I'm taking the challenge
You didn't feel it coming
The pressure I felt
I ignored it
So that I don't lose you
Nobody takes the trouble and tries to find the reason
Just broken words and all that remains
Are numb memories
Now the wind streams into my face
But I don't feel it, I just hear you
The elegy is not for me
And I know it's over
And I know I'm on my own
But it can't be any other way
It all ends here - even if you're standing in front of me again
It all ends here - even if you turn your world around
It all ends here - even if you're still pleading
I hope that you will understand
We were running around in circles but we didn't see
We were sleeping side by side
Man I just don't understand
Now I beat against walls
Nothing keeps me here anymore
And every new day
Is like a new test.
You didn't feel it
The tension in me
I ignored it
For not losing you
Nobody takes the trouble and tries to find the reason
Just broken words, what's left
Are numb memories