At Now - Anna Nalick

[00:06.39]I've run races
[00:08.72]Straight like laces
[00:11.36]My left writes rhymes
[00:13.86]When it's all wrong in my right mind
[00:16.59]My left don't know
[00:19.02]Where my right goes
[00:21.84]Or soul out window blows
[00:24.62]Ego shows up apropos though
[00:27.29]Head like driving range
[00:30.30]I say I can change
[00:32.64]It just tells me I'm lying
[00:38.16]Bullets through my brain
[00:40.51]You should hear how
[00:42.93]They shoot me down when I'm trying
[00:47.71]So this is where you're at now
[00:50.94]Lost your man and your big house
[00:52.74]So you can sit at your piano twenty hours a day
[00:56.09]And write a thousand words out of fear you've got nothing to say
[00:58.69]But I wanna get some
[01:00.98]Have fun while I'm still young
[01:03.78]Shotgun in the old flesh-bag tonight
[01:06.25]Cry about it, I'm gonna have the time of your life
[01:09.46]Your life, your life
[01:26.38]Hubris loses me
[01:28.58]Sleep and true love seeps
[01:31.07]Through the cracks in the walls
[01:36.80]It says I'm too far gone
[01:39.41]Crossed the Rubicon
[01:41.95]On the way to the ball
[01:46.83]This is where you're at now
[01:48.99]Epsom salt in the bathtub
[01:51.44]'Cause that seven o'clock walk left you cold
[01:55.56]And the Tums don't work, cotton candy vomit in the bowl
[01:56.94]And the night sits
[01:59.47]On the water like an oil slick
[02:02.19]Around island breasts still swollen high
[02:05.24]Over burning lungs. Did you have the time of my life?
[02:10.25]My life, my life
[02:17.21]And I said
[02:19.15]Please don't leave me alone
[02:23.91]I'm high filling my young lungs
[02:27.48]Locked in my new car
[02:29.77]Please don't leave me alone
[02:34.51]I'm high, telephones and angels
[02:37.96]Send me a new heart
[03:02.03]And this is where I'm at now
[03:03.64]On my knees in the back row
[03:07.66]Anthropomorphizing love
[03:08.96]That is who is what is what I've always know
[03:11.93]So my left can
[03:15.15]Hold hand hands with my right and
[03:17.19]Skyrocket cross-sections first
[03:19.78]Into creation's ceiling and bust it open and find god
[03:23.57]Who'll say I don't need a clever rhyme
[03:25.95]To believe in love that'll last forever and I
[03:28.67]Don't need a ploy or a body or bottle
[03:31.00]To knit a good man with honor and still \"how's your father\"
[03:33.89]And this \"my\"
[03:35.20]This \"I\", this \"self\" will die
[03:37.27]It's not really mine
[03:39.18]But I will show it beauty
[03:41.29]While I have the hands and heart and lips and eyes
[03:44.80]And mind
[03:49.33]That knows time is only manmade
[03:52.27]But while I am man
[03:53.77]I won't be wasting mine
[03:57.72]We're one love
[04:00.08]And one strife
[04:02.98]And I'm gonna have the time of my life
[04:07.66]My life, it's my life
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