Absence - The Words We Use

Goodbye.
I'm holding on, I'm staying strong.
I know that at least for tonight we'll go;
We'll carry on.
I'm laying here beside you.
Your body lay week and I can't bare to watch this anymore.
I lost my heart in the walls with the rats.
This feeling you can't hold back.
But right now I'm traumatized.
You're staring up at me screaming with your eyes,
"My time has come." But you're still so young.
It's tearing me apart. It's tearing me apart.
My angel, I'm calling out to you.
I know heaven's a better place; no dirt around your pretty face.
Watch over me until we meet again.
But till then...
Goodbye.
I'm holding on, I'm staying strong.
I know that at least for tonight we'll go;
We'll carry on.（We'll carry on）
I'm laying here beside you.
Your body lay week and I can't bare to watch this anymore.
I lost my heart in the walls with the rats.
This feeling you can't hold back.
There's so many things that I wish I could say,
But the beat of your heart slowly withers away.
So thank you for the memories that could never die.
And thank you for the heart you have.
Even if it stops beating I savored every one.
And thank you for the time that we spent,
I savored every minute, every second, every day of your life.
I couldn't have rendered my soul as a savior.
My life is consumed by the needs of all others.
Realize, you are the only exception.
With seconds left, I'm holding on.
This is what life has become.
You know that I care deeply.
I whisper in your ears that can barely hear me
I'll always love you.
So please if you go, just know that I'm here.
And I'll always love you.
Take me instead, I'm not afraid of change.
And I'll always love you.
So please if you go tonight,
Just know that I'll be alright.
At least I'll try.
Even if you go
(You go you go you baby go)
Just know that I'm here
(Just know that I'm here)
Even if you go
(You go you go you baby go)
Just know that I'm here
(Just know that I'm here)
Even if you go
(You go you go you baby go)
Just know that I'm here
(Just know that I'm, know that I'm here)