Sad Circus - Tech N9ne

Sad Circus (feat. Courtney Kuh - Tech N9ne
Ladies and gentlemen hurry hurry hurry
Step right up and witness the sad circus
Come one come all to the sad circus
Step right up and see the lonely poor bastard
Witness the man with no hope
Stories guaranteed to be tear jerkers
Now without further adieu the sad circus
I had so many plans cause I got plenty fans
I thought that I was never gonna be alone to spend these grands
But it seems that every girl that I dated somehow hated the way I loved
And I mated with so many now the ones that with it its not any; they all ran
I thought that I was gonna be Hugh Hef 6 women to go 2-step but not one of my crews left
Kids are growing up and they got lives now nobody arise now
Used to be married but narcissism let my bride down
I used to be a playa I used to be afraid of bein' alone
But they all eventually said "I'll see ya later " much later
Sittin' in this plush lair must say I'm stuck in a rut
I guess not enough prayer
Cause ain't nobody came back I bust the same raps
But ain't no dame pack wish I could change that
They say that I'm extra I'm messed up and I murk the deals
That I have with them in the past and I miss 'em and it hurts for real
See the man with the broken heart (He's just right over there)
All alone he stands so lonely in this world so cold
And he's been hopeless from the start (He feels like no one cares)
Born alone he'll die so lonely saddest story ever told
Sooner or later rumors that tear me up in pieces
And he's just bad luck everywhere I go I'm sick of this steepness
More money more problems no money problems gettin' worse
He don't have to get bloody but he didn't have to get hurt
F**k I'm so tired of all this cryin' it don't work
It's affectin' my work not even carin' about my worth
Thin line between love and raps Strange got the fans comin' back
Bad plus bad run in packs startin' to think is a curse
I can't you do it without you ni**a'
Can't be done without me ni**a'
Well yes it can wait please don't do it without me ni**a'
Strange move on without these lyrics makin' it to where these fans can hear it
I'mma have to get done I'm near it Brotha Lynch Hung you can't be serious
I'm starin' at these pills in the back of the Cadillac and matta' fact
I got it I grip my steel I'm always on this suicide thinkin' that's how I feel
I figure if I get rid of these pills nobody would care if I'm killed
My label's on the road me just sittin' at home see
Spittin that chrome he gettin'that gold
We get that call and then we run in they house gun up in they mouth
Just know it's Madesicc Strange that's what I'm talkin' 'bout
See the man with the broken heart (He's just right over there)
All alone he stands so lonely in this world so cold
And he's been hopeless from the start (He feels like no one cares)
Born alone he'll die so lonely saddest story ever told
Thank you For coming to the sad circus come again or not hahahaha
I'm falling I'm crawling I'm yelling but no one can hear me calling I'm crying profusely sometimes I wish somebody would just come and noose me