One Dark Birthday - Vangough

I sit here with myself on a chair of wealth
Thinking what it means to have everything
To have everything
To have nothing
Should I live in fear
Do I dare to trust
Do I run away into darkened night
Where the shadows wait
To embrace my flesh
Thank you for your time
But I have to go
Thank you for your love
For leaving me alone
I know it's hard to bear as I turn away
Here I am
Imprisoned inside of this mind
There I am
A shadow that no one can find
Here I am inside of this mind
There he is
There I am that no one can find
Cold and alone and afraid
There he is alone and afraid
There he goes
There he goes
Reliving that one dark day
Do I learn to speak
When the voices swell
Should I make a change in this dampened hell
Hands do feel around where they shouldn't touch
Where they should not in the dark
Where they should not touch
Should I live inside this imprisoned mind
Will you find me trapped waiting to be found
Can you see my eyes on this darkest day
On this darkest day
I need some light
Show me the way
Here I am for you to take trapped inside this feeble mind
Find a place where we can wake