Only God Knows - Bushwick Bill

[00:26.141] Every now and then I stop to think about my life
[00:29.131] Wonderin' if it's even worth this stressin' tryin' to strive
[00:32.599] All I ever do is get high everyday
[00:35.721] Even **** my girl then I sleep the rest away
[00:38.962] I rarely comes out before night I ain't employed
[00:42.018] Why should I wake up early in the mutha****in' morning
[00:45.526] All Imma do is smoke a sack of green
[00:48.269] And throw 2 or 3 rocks at the penitentiary
[00:51.978] No one seems concerned about my world beein'
[00:54.661] It seems my life's already ended that's why I'm spendin'
[00:57.861] So much time in the 5th ward high as a kite
[01:01.240] It's too late for me to try to live my life right
[01:04.344] Shit, if I should die today who would really care?
[01:08.117] If I should die today who would come and stare?
[01:11.426] If I should die today who would carry me?
[01:14.480] On my last day above dirt and who would bury me? Damn...
[01:18.059] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[01:21.143] How long will I live? (Homie only God knows)
[01:24.360] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[01:27.630] How long will I live?
[01:29.057] Tell me... damn
[01:30.821] What is life and just how long will it last?
[01:33.944] Will you be happy and satisfied when you've passed?
[01:37.301] Will you die young or old and wise?
[01:40.380] If you face your killer will there be tears in your eyes?
[01:43.893] Will you holler and backscream and crawl?
[01:46.752] Will you die like a bitch or stand tall thru it all?
[01:50.311] Will you fight if you're givin' the chance?
[01:53.019] Or will you ball up like a baby and shit in your pants? Damn
[01:56.929] We'll never know until it's your time Loc
[01:59.582] You'll never know what you gon do until that ass get smoked
[02:03.239] So you can miss me with that tough man trash
[02:06.115] Until you're layin' in the streets with hollow tips in that ass
[02:09.489] Hot metal to the dome couldn't take me away
[02:12.529] I'm talkin' point blank range and I'm still here today
[02:16.067] Nobody knows the troubles I've seen
[02:19.391] When I lay my head to rest now who could answer me?
[02:22.888] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[02:25.975] How long will I live? (Homie only God knows)
[02:29.201] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[02:32.356] How long will I live?
[02:33.645] Tell me...damn
[02:35.328] I'm in so much pain it hurts my heart to wake up
[02:38.419] I've done lost my sense of gain I feel about to brake up
[02:41.646] Stress is eatin' and my mind is playin' tricks again
[02:44.866] It's tellin' me that I ain't shit
[02:46.957] It's tellin' me to quit
[02:48.357] In one's words: when I stop to think a kind of agree
[02:51.294] Even with one good eye my future's hard to see
[02:54.574] The end is rushin' at me homie shit I damned it down
[02:57.865] I tries to duck I tries to hide but shit I just can't run
[03:01.047] It's like I'm trapped inside this world of mines and just can't win
[03:04.344] I'm overcomed by suicidal thoughts but damned that's sin
[03:07.567] I need my mama cause she'd be always there by my side
[03:10.673] To help me out when I ain't strong enough to make the right
[03:13.993] If I die who would teach my sons right from wrong?
[03:17.213] If I die who would teach my sons to stand strong?
[03:20.382] If I die who would teach 'em nuthin' comes for free?
[03:23.728] I can't die cause won't nobody teach 'em shit but me
[03:27.113] Damn...
[03:27.795] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[03:30.649] How long will I live? (Homie only God knows)
[03:33.875] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[03:37.213] How long will I live?
[03:40.534] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[03:43.765] How long will I live? (Homie only God knows)
[03:47.034] How will I die? (Homie only God knows)
[03:50.287] How long will I live?
[03:51.543] Tell me, somebody