Recovery (iTunes Session) - Frank Turner

Blacking in and out in a strange flat in East London
在伦敦东区的陌生公寓里 我时昏时醒
Somebody I don't really know just gave me something
某个素不相识的人递来药片
To help settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you
只为平复我翻涌的思绪 不再日夜念你
And you know your life is heading in a questionable direction
当你在陌生人间昼夜颠倒 记忆支离破碎
When you're up for days with strangers and you can't remember anything
只记得你说"不知该如何是好"的语调
Except the way you sounded when you told me you didn't know what I should do
就该明白 人生正滑向深渊
It's a long road up to recovery from here
从此处重返光明 道阻且长
A long way back to the light
救赎之路 漫漫无期
A long road up to recovery from here
从这里开始的康复之路漫长无边
A long way to making it right
重回正轨需要走过漫漫长路
And so I wake up in the morning just like every other day
于是每个清晨我都如常醒来
And just like every boring blues song I get swallowed by the pain
就像每首忧郁的老歌 我被痛苦吞噬
So I fumble for your figure in the darkness just to make it go away
我在黑暗中摸索你的身影 只求痛苦消散
But you're not lying there any longer and I know that that's my fault
但你已不在身旁 我知道这都是我的错
So I've been pounding on the floor and I've been crawling up the walls
所以我捶打地板 在墙上爬行
And I've been dipping in my darkness for serotonin boosters
我沉溺黑暗 靠药物刺激多巴胺分泌
Cider and some kind of smelling salts
苹果酒与刺鼻的嗅盐作伴
It's a long road up to recovery from here
从此处重返光明 道阻且长
A long way back to the light
救赎之路 漫漫无期
A long road up to recovery from here
从这里开始的康复之路漫长无边
A long way to making it right
重回正轨需要走过漫漫长路
And on the first night we met you said well darling let's make a deal
初遇那晚你说 亲爱的我们做个约定
If anybody ever asks us let's just tell them that we met in jail
若有人问起我们的相遇 就说是在铁窗里相识
And that's the story that I'm sticking to like a stony faced accomplice
我会像石雕般的共犯 固执地重复这个剧本
But tonight I need to hear some truth if I'm ever getting through this
但今夜我需要听真话 才能熬过这漫漫长夜
Yeah you once sent me a letter that said if you're lost at sea
你曾寄来一封信写着 若在海上迷失方向
Close your eyes and catch the tide my dear and only think of me
亲爱的请闭眼随潮汐 只消想着我的模样
Well darling now I'm sinking and I'm as lost as lost can be
如今我正不断沉溺 在至暗的深渊里飘荡
And I was hoping you could drag me up from down here towards my recovery
多盼望你能伸出手 拽我回到重生的岸上
If you could just give me a sign just a subtle little glimmer
求你给个微弱的信号 哪怕最黯淡的微光
Some suggestion that you'd have me if I could only make me better
你暗示若我能变得更好 就会接纳我
Then I would stand a little stronger as I walk a little taller all the time
这样我就能挺直脊梁 步履更坚定
Because I know you are a cynic but I think I can convince you
虽然你总冷眼旁观 但我想我能打动你
Yeah cause broken people can get better if they really want to
破碎的人若真心想改变 终会痊愈
Or at least that's what I have to tell myself if I am hoping to survive
至少我需这样说服自己 才能继续活下去
It's a long road up to recovery from here
从此处重返光明 道阻且长
A long way back to the light
救赎之路 漫漫无期
A long road up to recovery from here
从这里开始的康复之路漫长无边
A long way to making it right
重回正轨需要走过漫漫长路
Darling sweet lover won't you help me to recover
亲爱的爱人 能否帮我重见光明
Darling sweet lover won't you help me to recover
亲爱的爱人 能否帮我重见光明
Darling sweet lover won't you help me to recover
亲爱的爱人 能否帮我重见光明
Darling sweet lover one day this will all be over
亲爱的爱人 终有一天阴霾会散