Japanese Gum - Her Space Holiday

Japanese_gum-rns - Her Space Holiday

I used to know this girl
我曾认识的这个女孩
Who gave her love away
她见人就爱
To every guy she met
跟每一个男人
And with all the games they played
逢场作戏
She never seemed to cry
她似乎从来不哭
She never got upset
她也不会难过
And one by one they came
一个又一个 他们来了
And one by one they left
一个又一个 他们又走了
I thought that I could fix her
还以为她对我敞开心扉的话
If she would let me in
我可以把她拉出深渊
But all of my advances
但我所有的努力
Were shut down in the end
终于都被拒之门外
When days turned into months
日日逝而月月临
I begged her to explain
我求她一个为什么
And this is what she sang
她是这样唱着
It's not like I'm a slut
并不是我天生水性杨花
Or that I really like to f**k
或是我放荡
I just want every boy I see
我只是想让每个见过的男人
To walk away with part of me
带着一部分的我离开
Until there's nothing left to hold
直到我无物可剩
Until there's nothing left to hate
直到我无人可恨
I appreciate your help
我感谢你的帮助
But even you can't save me from myself
但即便是你也无法将我拯救
I used to know this boy
我曾认识的这个男孩
Who took notes in a book
他记了一本日记
But he ripped out all the pages
但在我看上一眼之前
Before I got a look
他撕毁了每一页
At all the words he scribbled
他草草写下的文字
At all the lines he filled
他所记下的一行行
But the ink stains on his fingers
可是他指尖的墨迹
Told me he was skilled
告诉了我他是多么善于
At capturing a feeling
捕捉我们都麻木不觉的
That most of us just miss
每一个心动
The simple pain of living
如我们唇上的再见
With goodbyes on our lips
那生活中浅浅的痛
I found one of the pages
我在她床上拾得的
Crumpled by her bed
破皱的一页
And this is how it read
是这样写的
It's not like I am weak
并不是我软弱
Or that I don't know how to leave
或是我不知道如何离开
It's just that every time you cheat
只是你对我的每一次欺骗
You bring me closer to defeat
都使我愈加失败
Until there's nothing left to love
直到无物可爱
Until there's nothing left to say
直到无话可说
I know that you need help
我知道你需要拯救
But even I can't save you from yourself
但即便我也无能为力