One Wish - RandomWalk

I wish to begin with a kiss
And find the evergrey
To flood to fill one more delusion
That satisfies my woes
One dream one breath
One more flat line to pace
Another night I tolerate
The filthy s**t that seems to be my face
Another night goes by
I need a sound
I need a voice that speaks my name
A different eye to recognize
The tortured fiend that used to be myself
Beneath my secret smile
I lick my curse
Another fading light
Another night
I wish to become the machine I so despise
And feast on cries
To dissolve and fly
And drown inside my ugly lies
I wish to sleep
I wish to smile
Deep down inside
I wish to covet my denial
It's growing darker with each breath