X-mas in hell - Sixx A.M.

X-mas in hell - Sixx A.M.

December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.

Merry Christmas.
圣诞节快乐
That's what people say at Christmas, right?
那是人们在圣诞节说的话 对吗
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
除了通常情况下他们让某人说它
They have friends and family,
他们有朋友和家人
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
他们从没不穿衣服在圣诞树下蜷缩
With a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
手臂上插着针就像一个疯子在Van Nuys的别墅中
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
他们不是疯了 他们不会写在日记中
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
他们绝不看着节日气氛在勺中凝固
I didn't speak to a single person today.
今天我不会对着单身的人说
I figured why should I ruin their f**king Christmas.
我猜想为什么我会摧毁他们的圣诞节
I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
我开始一篇新的日志 这次我有一些新的理由
One, I have no friends left.
一 我没有朋友留下
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
二 我可以重述并记住我之前做的事
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
三 如果我死去 至少我留下生活中完美的绝笔书
It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my f**king life.
日记中只有你和我 欢迎进入我生活
Nobody would believe the sh*t that happens in my head, it's haunted.
没人相信这些事发生在我的脑中 它反复出现
Now that I've come down from the ***
现在我戒除药物
It seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
看起来像一个病态的游戏 我在戏院某个地方看到
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed somebody
30分钟前 我可以杀掉某个人
Or better yet, myself.
或许更好 我自己