the same things happening to me all the time， even in my dreams - Teen Suicide

the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams - Teen Suicide
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I have dreamt about what it's like to die
我曾梦见死亡的模样
And I saw myself becoming shadows again
看着自己再次化作阴影
Just like I did when I was a kid
如同儿时那般
I saw my bones crack open and all the things
骨骼碎裂 所有深藏的秘密
I've been hiding from you spill out
都向你倾泻而出
All the secrets that I never thought I'd tell anyone about
那些我以为永远不必诉说的心事
I am warm and I am bored and I am drifting through this place
此刻温暖却无聊 我在此处漂泊
It's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me
这与我经历过的其他事并无不同
But I wish that I'd never met a lot of the people that I've met
但愿我从未遇见那些曾相识的面孔
Not because I don't like them but because I only let them down
并非厌恶他们 只因我总是辜负期望
And when you disappoint everyone all the time
当你让所有人持续失望
It's hard not to want to die
难免会萌生轻生念头
Constantly I feel this weird and shameful feeling
这种怪异羞耻感如影随形
Like I'm being watched by a thousand glowing vengeful eyes
仿佛被千万双复仇之眼窥视
Behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
在公厕单向镜后 在地铁车厢角落
And everywhere I go I know I'm not welcome
无论去往何处 都知自己不受欢迎