Wait Till Tommorow(Explicit) - Hi-Rez

Wait Till Tommorow - Hi-Rez
F**k
I don't even know what's right anymore
I'm so stressed out
Rippin' up my lyrics torn my pad and put the pen down
My mother and father been tellin' me
That I'm too worried 'bout being the best out
Reachin' up under my bed pullin'
My shoebox pullin' my Tech out
Police and paramedics rushin' to me as I bled out
I'm hearin' God callin' my name
Or is it the devil I can't tell now
You've been offering me b***hes and fame
Tryna get me to sell out
They say love is stronger than death
I'm strugglin' hard just to have a breath out
Yeah
Come walk a day in my chuck t's
These stomach pains don't go away until I fall asleep
I've seen doctors I've popped pills ain't nuthin' work
I thought this bullet I just took would f**kin' stop the hurt
I'm having panic attacks like ten times a day
Every single f**kin' second tryna find a way
Just to catch my breath but I'm attacked with stress
I can't breathe I can't sleep so I just lay awake
F**k on the ground and I'm barely movin'
They say if God brought you to
It he can bring you through it
I hope that's true I need that s**t to be true
I heard suicide won't bring you to heaven
That's why I'm standin' thru it
If can make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow forget all of my sorrow
No one gets what I am goin' through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow
Self inflicted violence I hear the sounds of the sirens
This ain't how I picture dyin'
I see my parents both crying out
At my funeral life is brutal but beautiful
Why I chose this industry I should have worked in a cubical
I should have worked in an office nah f**k that s**t
Music's my callin' I swear every single day
I wake up f**king feelin' nauseous
I see God and his angels and the devil holdin' his pitchfork
I gotta get the f**k up
I got way too much s**t to live for
I'm ready to fight for my life
And what's ready been dealt
I don't know but since it start
I need to get up for my fans
And family they countin' on me
We piss poor
And my girl she's my world should have
Hold yo hand and kissed you more
I'm sorry 'bout all of the arguments
I'm sorry I always got pissed off
See
My body's numb I see the light the time's frozen
My mind's floatin' the gates open my eyes closin'
The Lord's my light the Lord is my salvation
The Lord brought truth to my life
So what should I be afraid of
Not love not life not fear not commitment
Not death not heights not tears or religion
Nor rejection not failure or gettin'
Plagued with an illness
When I'm gone don't you ever question
The fact that I'm the realest
Muthaf**ka
If I can make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow forget all of my sorrow
No one cares what I been goin' through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow
If I will make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow forget all of my sorrow
No one cares what I been goin' through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow