Elements - Heartsounds

I'll try again but lose in the end I just can't seem to connect
'Cause alienation clouds my perception and ruins every new attempt
It's hard to see clearly when you're crippled with regret
Or staring blankly through a lens of bitter self-contempt
I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside
Or to be part of a someone else's life further away from mine
And when December comes I'll need the warmth of ultraviolet light
And though I know the clouds don't listen well I hope they can hear me now
I'll keep sending messages into the abyss
Hoping for some kind of response but nothing will come of it
How does one feel a sense of hope when the storm is yet to come
Or believe the earth will bring them life when they're always losing someone
I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside
Or to be part of a someone else's life further away from mine
And when December comes I'll need the warmth of ultraviolet light
And though I know the clouds don't listen well I hope they can hear me now
These nights are getting longer as my body grows colder
And I want shelter from the world
Despite failure to get closer to the comfort of another
I need it now more than ever more than ever
Bring me home to a world of your own
Bring me home