The Search (Edit) - NF

[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein\/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.535] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein\/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.71]Hey Nate, how's life?
[00:04.45]I don’t know, it's alright
[00:06.21]I've been dealin’ with some things like every human being
[00:08.40]And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
[00:10.51]I'm sorry, that's fine
[00:12.16]I just think I need a little me time
[00:14.08]I just think I need a little free time
[00:16.12]Little break from the shows and the bus rides (Bus rides), yeah
[00:18.76]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:20.13]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost, gettin' too loud
[00:22.03]Had to see a therapist and I found out
[00:23.92]Somethin' funny’s goin’ on up in my house
[00:25.98]Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
[00:27.98]You know, pack my car, take a new route
[00:30.07]Clean up my yard, get the noose out
[00:31.99]Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
[00:34.19]I’ve been searchin'
[00:35.58]What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
[00:37.40]Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin’ my burdens
[00:39.32]Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
[00:41.32]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
[00:43.32]Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
[00:45.35]Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
[00:47.31]And things might hurt me
[00:48.35]It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey! (But hey!)
[00:50.89]It's worth it though
[00:51.83]Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
[00:53.53]Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
[00:55.64]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[00:57.57]Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
[00:59.57]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
[01:01.53]Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:03.52]For crackin' jokes
[01:04.38]I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
[01:06.45]Been makin' a whole lot of changes
[01:07.98]Wrote a song about that, you should play it
[01:09.92]I get scared when I walk on these stages
[01:11.94]I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
[01:14.55]That's when I start to get anxious
[01:15.92]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:17.99]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
[01:20.89]Forget what I'm saying, and
[01:22.39]Where'd the beat go?
[01:24.28]Oh, ain't that somethin'?
[01:26.08]Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
[01:27.80]Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
[01:29.72]Got a taste of the fame, and it pumped my stomach
[01:31.68]Throw it back up like I don't want it
[01:33.69]Wipe my face, clean up my vomit
[01:35.75]OCD, tryna push my buttons
[01:37.68]I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
[01:40.17]I can be critical, never typical
[01:41.45]Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
[01:43.23]Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
[01:45.31]Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it though
[01:47.48]You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
[01:49.27]Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
[01:51.40]Way that I been thinkin' this cinematic is beautiful
[01:53.31]Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos
[01:55.60](Videos, videos)
[01:56.34]Yeah, the sales can rise
[01:57.68]Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
[01:59.61]See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
[02:01.57]That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
[02:03.61]Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
[02:05.62]Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
[02:07.63]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
[02:09.60]You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
[02:11.80]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
[02:13.65]And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
[02:15.58]It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
[02:17.59]Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
[02:19.65]Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
[02:21.53]Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
[02:23.48]You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
[02:25.78]Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo!)
[02:28.06]I am developin', take a look at the benefits
[02:29.66]Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
[02:31.63]Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
[02:33.75]Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
[02:35.76]It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
[02:37.55]I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
[02:39.79]Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
[02:41.69]Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah!
[02:44.11]It's that time again
[02:45.75]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
[02:47.72]Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
[02:49.62]Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
[02:51.66]On a road right now that I can't predict
[02:53.63]Tell me \"Tone that down,\" but I can't resist
[02:55.58]Y'all know that sound, better raise your fists
[02:57.67]The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh (Huh, huh)
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