Beacon - Doomtree

I took it for a kiss but it couldn't have been could it
I see now what it is we were just biting the same bullet
You called it in the air
It landed it on its edge
When the crowd gathers around
You turn tail
I turn heads
Shavin down the puzzle piece
Tryna make a clean fit
Take what is lovely
Leave before the rain hits
It's a heartbreaker for starters as you age not too much changes
Practice doesn't make perfect just makes the game more dangerous
Start repo
Negative sleep nauseous
Barf party for sure
Intelligent creep stalking awkward
Flush flustered rush for doors
Advance fire plan
Handy with the way out
Routes explored
Cover catching up
Careful with your care
We don't go there naw
We keep locks and keys steadily swallowed
Never be followed none of em dare
Channel up your anger leave it there
Kindly disappear
Mind your mannerisms
I can't be flattered back
The patterns the concern
Lessons prolly turned to fact
By now you'd surely drown yourself
Before you'd help me with this sail
I'm the wind
Crossed fingers for the win
Up to ten 'til they hammer in the very last nail
Challenging like every last stalemate
Deal with it
No mission ends
Precision lack of friends
Happily recommend nothing to no one ever
I know I know
I know wake up wake up
But I don't go there go there
She knows the way home
You know your way home
You gonna be all right
Yeah but I had faith that you'd see the light
And ride with me or kiss me goodbye
Now you got me feeding kites into the night sky
Covered them with nightlights like did you see the beacon
I swear I let those kites fly around all weekend no
Well someone must have cut the lines or something no
Or maybe something oh you weren't looking
Ok Plan B just panic
Run up the stairs and shut the door to the attic and don't come up for air
Until you're torn from her fabric completely
And just like magic you're all in one piece again
But I'm nothing like I used to be
Elusive and reclusive
Now I'm just both times a hundred exclusively
Truthfully I was blind to the deep end
Until that piece of us went and died that weekend
I know I know
I know wake up wake up
But I don't go there go there
She knows the way home
Then it flashed forward but I asked for it
Rip out the doubt I'm way too south
I gulped it up I laid back
Peeling off the layers
The mantra saying fear can't stay here self see you later
Fire chakra dissolve to ether
I have to meet her I know she knows the way
I'll have to die twice no novocaine
See the Eye of Horace I am Osiris
I meet the devil it ain't the first time
He kills me quick like I am nothing
Scream St Peter I need you now cousin
I see the owls coming they float me safe
I learn their grace they help me heal
I'm under stars peeling off my skin to rid my scars
It's the first time I am reborn but I am not me
No identity and I am finally free
I am my brother I am my father
I am the sun I am the water
I am an ion I am everything
I am the vapor a cloud of smoke
I am a cheap laugh but I get the joke
I am a brief flash the abstract