Days - Saving Abel

It's been eighteen days since I looking at myself
I don't wanna have to change if I don't then no one will
Is it my state of mind or is it just everything else
I don't wanna have to be here I don't understand it now
Cause its been eighteen days
Since I first held you but to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to rearrange
Some say its the hardest thing to do
That's another eighteen days without you
Time after time I've been through this
You show me what it means to live
You give me hope when I was hopeless
As my days fade to night I remember that state of mind
I'm soaring straight into your heart and I'll fly high
Cause it's been eighteen days
Since I first held you but to me it feels just like
It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to rearrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
That's another eighteen days without you
And I know what they say about all good things
Will they come to an end but I'll fight this time
So that we might have a chance at this
Cause it's been eighteen days
Since I had to look at myself I don't wanna have to change
If I don't then no one will cause its been too many days
Since I first held you but to me it feels just like
It feel like a lifetime I'm trying hard to rearrange
Some say it's the hardest thing to do
But that's just too many days without you
And I know what they say about all good things
Will they come to an end but I'll fight this time
So that we might have a chance at this