11红岩[粤] - 张悦楷 主播

I want to make people sick and jealous I want to be young and reckless I want to be so infectious Make their skin crawl Honestly it's unusual How you could ever

Something happened today I had a revelation I realized you haven't crossed my mind It strikes me as odd how your glorification Implies that you're one of a kind

How did I wind up in this predicament Feel like all my bones and ligaments Are broken and ripped to shreds And all the s**t inside my head has me Cold and alone

I was at that point where love and me Were nothing more than enemies I was the stereotype of a person in my position The epitome of one's history turning a hear

Can't find it in me to have any envy of things that I used to believe A grudge isn't held My faith simply failed Some things just are what they seem Not sure on

Nearly every word In every verse That I've ever rehearsed It somehow tells Of a depressing story of how my life is boring Yeah I'm guilty myself But we all do i