I Can’t Stand To Fall - Philmont

Is there an earthquake causing the earth to shake
So violently that I can't stand on my two feet
Why can't I stand on my two feet
It makes my heart break knowing I'm not
What I thought I'd be
I always hoped for greater things
I know I'm meant for greater things
But not now
Tear down these walls
I'd climb but I can't stand to fall without You
Tear down these walls that separate us now
I can't make them fall without You
I spent a long time building barricades to fortify
Creating space by drawing lines
By drawing lines
But now I realize when I try to hide it's all in vain
I end up pushing You away
I'm tired of pushing You away
But not now
You'll find me lying down in the debris waiting for You
There's not much left of me
But what is left is willing
God I'm willing