Lessons(Explicit) - R.A. the Rugged Man

Lessons (Explicit) - R.A. the Rugged Man
R-A what's the lesson for today Rugged Man
I am the legendary..R-A
Yo aiiyo people wonderin' where the f**k I been
At the VIP section they ain't lettin' me in
They say; maybe if you had Dr. Dre or Timbaland
They say; a white boy need a black boy to win
Uhh Bubba Sparxx did it and so did Slim
Just Blaze is hot now why don't you get with him
I watch mad rappers bite my sh*t and blow up
And make millions of what I created that's tough luck
I first started gettin' coverage around the same time
Steve Stout used to carry kid and placed luggage
I seen rappers turned from sex symbols in hard throbs
To bein forgotten now they out lookin' for jobs
I seen EPMD break up
I seen my little brother Max fall asleep and he ain't never wake up
So when I rhyme listen seriously
When I spit I'm givin' you the truth clearly who I really be
It's an audio version of reality TV
I had deals from Russell Simmonds to Master P
Even five year old white girls be rappin' today
On the playground like 'go shorty it's ya birthday' (Go go go..)
Here's a little story I got ta tell
I am the legendary
R-A Rugged Man
(Verse 2)
Yo yo I seen good days sun rays church sundays
Made love made war been rich been poor
Lost friends lost lawsuits lost my dough
Seen beef between Bad Boy and Death Row
I seen decease take the life for my sisters kid
Six months on the earth that's what he had to live
I seen Biggie Big L Big Pun pass away
Buffy from the Fat Boys Jam Master Jay
A month before they blew up with Mystikal and Jay-Z
The Neptunes came to see me at D D
I knew this chick named Norah a lounge singer
A year later she a six Grammy award winner
I've seen Flatliners I've seen Cannabisses
I've seen Lil Zanes yeah I've seen mad misses
You and tune that a** b**ches get ten percent disses
I seen A R's get fired for takin' pisses
Stop whinin' and *****in' nobody listens
Who else riskin' they career to stick to being different
Switchin' the tradition stickin' to this sh*t they really livin'
I don't care what's hittin
Listen this my f**kin' life that I'm spittin'
Here's a little story I got ta tell
I am the legendary
R-A Rugged Man
(Verse 3)
I'm at peace with myself now how bout that
I hated life I wanted to die a few years back
I was mentally ill it's hard to come back from that
But I got through it now I got my sanity back
Y'all are like H-B-O fighters get the money and fame
And you get beat up like Klitschko and Sugar Shane
Or get beat like Vernon Forrest or Prince Naseem
Yeah you all turn p**sy once you get that green
I got love for Havoc from Mobb Deep
When I was broke sleepin' in the street
He hooked me up with a free beat
Alchemist you still my little buddy
Even though you stole that Royce the 59 The King beat from me
I ain't down to sign autographs and shake ya hands
I don't want trendy a** followers as fans
I don't wanna sell records I don't wanna be big
I don't want MTV runnin' up in my crib
I don't wanna be liked in the music biz
I don't want fans that don't know who G Rap is
Here's a little story I got ta tell
I am the legendary
R-A Rugged Man
Here's a little story I got ta tell
I am the legendary
R-A Rugged Man
What's the lesson for today Rugged Man