skully - nothing

[00:03.01]Waking up at the crack of noon
[00:05.21]Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you
[00:08.01]I should leave, sell my ****, make some kind of moves
[00:10.92]I'm lying to myself, I never leave this ******* room
[00:13.98]I gotta pile of **** I haven't addressed, head is a mess
[00:17.30]Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left
[00:19.89]There's nothing,nowhere. but let's not even go there
[00:23.31]I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care
[00:25.92]'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be
[00:29.23]I'm amazed at what I find when I look within honestly
[00:32.24]Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die
[00:34.88]Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?
[00:37.94]And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise
[00:41.49]I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five
[00:44.09]It's a far cry, know we all got hard times
[00:46.91]But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die
[00:50.18]Leave my body by the liquor store
[00:53.03]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[00:56.08]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[00:58.99]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[01:02.04]Leave my body by the liquor store
[01:05.00]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[01:07.95]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[01:10.90]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[01:14.02]Don't even try to feed me all that \"life is what you make it\"
[01:17.07]Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it
[01:19.98]But when you're in your bed alone I know you ******* face it
[01:23.04]One day you'll meet your maker and you'll see your life was wasted
[01:25.93]The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming
[01:28.81]You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming
[01:31.89]And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning
[01:34.80]So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it
[01:37.92]I'm a **** up, ************
[01:40.72]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
[01:43.73]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
[01:46.74]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
[01:49.46]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
[01:52.76]I needed you, you left me in the gutter
[01:55.51]The saddest part is that I really loved her
[01:58.52]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under
[02:01.93]Leave my body by the liquor store
[02:04.68]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[02:07.74]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[02:10.65]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[02:13.71]Leave my body by the liquor store
[02:16.65]I'm an asshole, let me die slow
[02:19.61]It's too late for me, can't you ******* see
[02:22.58]I dug my own grave, let me ******* be
[02:25.57]I'm a **** up, ************
[02:28.58]I'm sick of tryna find myself in others
[02:31.53]I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer
[02:34.48]I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother
[02:37.19]Yeah I'm a **** up, ************
[02:40.49]I needed you, you left me in the gutter
[02:43.51]The saddest part is that I really loved her
[02:46.25]On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under