Back Home - Junior Doctor

I spend a lot of my time drinking
But I have to say
I've spend more thinking
Of what we could be
And I'm not sure where to go now
Cause lately every time
I close my eyes
I picture you and me
And I keep trying to run away cause being here is killing me
I've never felt so alone
I'll never forget her
I gave up everything we had and went out on my own
When the d**gs never get me high enough
And this alcohol goes down so rough
I keep trying but
I can't let her go
And I just wanna go back home
If only I could swallow my pride
Instead of trying to hide all this pain that
I've been in
My nights could be less cold and lonely
Cause lately every time
I close my eyes
I picture you with him
Trapped motionless here
I wish I hadn't turned into this
For so long
I thought if there's one thing
I knew Of all the things
I would miss
You'd be the last on that list
But I found out what
I miss the most is you