Demolition man - Von Benzo

You wanted me to be there
But I was so far away
My head was so far from clear
And I had nothing to say
Get in line so you can't be defined
So I guess I'm the one
The only one that is me
But I am seriously doubting
That it's the right way to see
Kill my mind so I cannot alive
Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive
'Cause I don't I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide
Yes I try and I try
But it just feels so good
I wake up I get lost I'm in a frozen mistake
Lost in time can't get fine
Got too much feelings to take
Kill my mind so I can I'll alive
Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don't
I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide
Yes I try and I try
Feed me so I can stay high 'cause I try to
Hit me so I feel alive 'cause I don't
I'm telling you
And I try my best to hide
Yes I try and I try
Left me on my knees
And I only shiver
Take my breath from me
Time is the enemy
And I don't believe
That I could be the damper
Still not feeling free
And I don't think you can handle anymore of me