Allow - Your Demise

Who's laughing now
I've tried too many times to pick this up from the ground
But always found a problem
Always lost my f**king sound
But I won't ever fail in what I love best
I've put my hopes and dreams and my anger to the test
I've failed many times before
Never seen what I've done wrong
And how it led me off course
Let the d**ks and the bulls**tters in and never sent them out
They've always f**ked this up for me and always let me down
I thought that some were real but they lied through their teeth
Don't understand how I'd work so hard and they wouldn't lose any sleep
This is my life this is my sound
It's what I wake up for every f**king day
Who's laughing now
Who's laughing now
I got what I want
And I've thrown you out