I Miss You - ChillCheney

I miss
I miss you
I miss
I miss you
Our relationship
May not have been perfect
I was a difficult person
Disobedient, kinda concerning
Ego was very disturbing
You'd try to teach all of your learnings
But all these words were just circling
I'd run away, may not be returning
Negative thoughts were emerging
Quarrels are raised, especially
When you taught me how to drive
Different opinions do ponder
And even deep down you're prolly right
My ego made us divide
We grew apart a number of times
Was never meant to be comfortable
Speaking the truth, no wonder I lied
Crescent head holiday was where
We spent most Of our vacation
I wish I was mature enough
For a Fair conversation
It was so difficult to live
Up to your expectations
And this pressure surrounding
Me mostly had felt so dangerous
Lost in this moment
Wish you're present
Lost in this moment
My direction
Lost in this moment
I'm descending
Lost in this mo, mo
Mo, mo, moment
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
Yeah yeah, yeah
Those 100 days
That I've seen you
Lie in the hospital
I see you fighting
And trying through
All the hardest of obstacles
Last couple of weeks
Your health end up declining
It was impossible
To be staring at you
With a straight face
Cause I didn't think
It was probable
You deteriorate
I even remember
These promises I made
Well You were too dozed out
Your skin was all pale
And white with a fade
Kept telling you my mistakes
Wish I'd rewind everyday
Promised I'd take care
Of your family
So I would represent
All of your name
I told you id finish uni
But it wasn't what I wanted
I'd want to make you so happy
Even when you lie in your coffin
I hope you're in the clouds
Looking down at
Me every so often
Cause these memories
Coming day to day
It won't be forgotten
I'm sitting at your grave
Playing your fave Leonard Cohen
Hallelujah, it makes me tear
Up and it brings me
Plenty of emotion
Sun is looking over
Me your reflection that I see
Know you still believe in me
I'll be the person you want me to be
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
Yeah yeah, yeah
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
I really miss you
I miss you dad
Yeah yeah, yeah
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